Sunday, August 14, 2011
I'm lonely. criticize away and say useless **** like "put your self out their", "go bowling or join a club"?
I'm lonely. I only have one real friend that's kind of cut me off since he's cheating on two girls at the same time. I can't get a girlfriend. I have never had a girlfriend and have never even hold hands or kissed a girl either and i'm 20. I only make $60 a week. I can't keep a job for more than a month before I get "laid off" or "terminated" code word FIRED. The only reason why I have the one I have now is because my uncle owns the business. I have only had 4 jobs since I was 16 which all lasted at most 1 month and on average one week even though I've applied more than 300 hundred times (at different places of course). I'm $2700 in debt. I had to drop college because I can't afford it since my financial aid wont help me anymore since my GPA went below 2.0 because I can't p math witch I've taken for 3 times. My mom makes fun of me and insults me on a daily basis and tells me I'm a loser while she favorites my sister over me. my dad ignored me mostly throughout my childhood and never took me fishing, or to the park or that kind of stuff and even once decided to fight me. My sister doesn't talk to me very much and she has never socialized with me in her life. hopefully if i get into Florida State Trooper Academy my life might just turn around. Anyways it feels good to let it all out.
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